Right now, at this
very moment of utter vulnerability and fright, I am reminded of the pattern of
feelings that was uncomfortably frequent over two years in the recent past.
That pattern ended, with a final gut punch, towards the middle of last year
when I entered college again. Now, just after 28 weekends from that sullen low,
I feel like the swirl is sucking me back in again.
A large distraction,
to go, please?
