Tuesday, 10 November 2009

Gahness! You care?!

Intention is a funny thing, it is probably one of those few things that acts as an obstacle to itself. But if there's a bright spot to this whole twisted thing, it is that Intention is a start, a start towards something better or worse, a start nevertheless.

It is weird how random people on the road can make you smile. You're standing outside a tea shop, sipping on hot tea on a cold evening and the dhoti clad old man with a stick can make you smile. The happiness on his face, despite his age, despite his inability to walk for one kilometer continuously, is impossible to miss.

For the millionth time in my sorrow filled life, I am feeling lonely. I've been lucky to make some wonderful friends here, despite my weird habits and quirks, they think I am Normal! Yet, there are times when I am in my room, my room mate's blabbering away to glory about his marketing classes, and I zone out. I blank out and feel how freaking lonely I am this world. I've written this before, but the worst kind of loneliness in the world is the feeling of being lonely even when you are surrounded by lovely people around you. Strange, the difference between lovely and lonely is just an alphabet. Gah, I sound like some 17th century wanna be poet!

And being silly and the boy with his tongue doesn't help. Not at all..


3 comments:

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ladyashlee said...

erm, i'll try not to be as graphic as the comment above.

some people might argue that loneliness is part of the alienation of the self - we're all essentially lonely beings...

...it's just that some of us are fortunate enough to be lovely as well! :P

Karthik said...

@Ash
True.. Naturally solitary beings..
And I am the anti-establishment guy..